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A friend tipped me off to this rather esoteric new story regarding an alleged gathering of owls near the Cahokia Mounds in the Midwest, which clearly signals the beginning of the end. Although Cahokia employees deny the incident and the entire story reads like the maniacal ramblings of a conspiracy theorist, and never specifies exactly who, other than the author, prophecies that owl parliaments herald destruction, there is at least one picture taken in that general area of the country of an astounding number of owls. There was a better picture on the photographer’s blog, but it seems the entire piece on short-eared owls has been removed from his site, mostly likely because of the crazy fodder it was providing. I found this piece particularly interesting in that I have had two very “numinous” (magical) dreams of owls in the past month and have been seeing owls on clothing and artwork everywhere I turn. Apparently owls (and delightful owl puns) are in this year, so my seeing them everywhere doesn’t mean anything special…or does it? Raise eyebrow, cue Twilight Zone theme:

Original Story:
Parliament of Owls Gives ‘Final Warning’ To America

Photograph of Gathering:
Short Ears Aplenty Out There

Fashion Stories:
What A Hoot!

The Owl Trend: Hoo Knew

Nettle Video

Morning dork.

The barrel cactus makes excellent tattoo needles.

Some of the crafts people make at Wintercount.

The knapping pit in the early morning sun.

It wouldn't be the Arizona desert without Saguaro.

Friends know I have a thing for skulls. Skull Valley, AZ.

Colorado River below the Hoover Dam.

Driving across the Hoover Dam. Guess I'm not a threat.

Fake lion at the MGM Grand, Las Vegas, NV.

Real lions licking meat off the glass at the MGM Grand!

Nettle Update!

nettles

Nettles in Portland are currently yea big. Actually this picture was taken on Monday in the Columbia River Gorge which runs a little cool so townie nettles may be larger. Don’t miss out this season! Get ‘em while they’re young!

cormorants willamette river

Cormorants on the Willamette River

I like animals. I just don’t like them as much as plants. This is probably because when I get into the forest, I feel free and like a domestic dog I like to frolick and run and I get excited and talk loudly (what, your dog doesn’t talk loudly in the forest?). Sitting around waiting for a squirrel to run up my shoulder is the last thing I want to do. Maybe if I was there all the time there I would settle down, but I am not. So, I know my basic tracks and signs, I know when I smell porcupine shit before I see it. Heck I even know what a porcupine sounds like when nervous, do you?  But I don’t really care about sneakin’ up on animals.

That said animals are pretty awesome, and it is a good thing to learn about them. The apartment complex that I live in has a dock on the Willamette River, and on top of each pole sits a cormorant. I decided it was time to learn more about these intriguing birds. I had to use Wikipedia since I lent my ex-boyfriend (not Urban Scout) my field guides and he decided to keep them quoting Trailer Park Boys  ” think of it as a fine for being an asshole”.

  • The word cormorant comes from the latin corvus marinus meaning sea raven
  • There are lots of cormorants worldwide. Double-crested cormorants are wide spread in North America, and one of the few inland species. They live near lakes, rivers, and oceans.
  • Double crested cormorants eat fish and sometimes snakes and amphibians. They  hunt by swimming and diving up to 25 feet under water. Often they are seen swimming with just their head and neck above water. Afterward they are most commonly seen drying their wings, which are not wholly waterproof, a most distinctive characteristic.
  • Another distinctive characteristic from which the double crested cormorant takes its name are the feathery tufts or “crests” on either side of the head, above the eye, which can be black or white and are only seen during breeding season
  • They also have a patch of orange skin around the face.
  • Sort of like owls cormorants throw up pellets containing bones of their prey
  • Large pebbles are sometimes found in cormorant’s nests being treated as eggs
  • Cormorant populations were greatly affected by DDT but have since rebounded. Because of this sport fisherman blame cormorants for declines in fish population and sometimes kill them illegally.
  • I once met a very friendly cormorant named Ester at the National Aviary in Pittsburgh, PA!

Double Crested Cormorant

Oh Cripes! I stepped on my spectacles again!

Natural Fashion

I was at Powell’s the other day and I saw a really cool coffee table book, Natural Fashion: Tribal Decoration from Africa. I don’t buy picture books because they are kind of useless, but if you get a chance you should check this one out.

Review from Publishers Weekly:

In this stunning collection of photographs, Silvester (Ethiopia: Peoples of the Omo Valley) celebrates the unique art of the Surma and Mursi tribes of the Omo Valley, on the borders of Ethiopia, Kenya and Sudan. These nomadic people have no architecture or crafts with which to express their innate artistic sense. Instead, they use their bodies as canvases, painting their skin with pigments made from powdered volcanic rock and adorning themselves with materials obtained from the world around them—such as flowers, leaves, grasses, shells and animal horns. The adolescents of the tribes are especially adept at this art, and Silvester’s superb photographs show many youths who, imbued with an exquisite sense of color and form, have painted their beautiful bodies with colorful dots, stripes and circles, and encased themselves in elaborate arrangements of vegetation and found objects. This art is endlessly inventive, magical and, above all, fun. In his brief text, Sylvester worries that as civilization encroaches on this largely unexplored region, these people will lose their delightful tradition.

You may be aware that some bloggers make a lot of money with advertising. Not only do they have ads crowding the sidebars, but the most effective and most annoying method of getting clicks, which is often what gets you paid, is to trick the reader into believing the ads are part of the blog by shamelessly placing them the middle of paragraphs of actual information.  I love money

as much as the next guy but have yet to advertise on my blog for several reasons 1)anticivilizationist blogs and their audiences don’t really lend themselves to commerce 2)moral and ethical concerns and 3) the biggest reason, IT’S DAMN UGLY!

Okay, this is actually pretty cool.

I recently wrote an article on Making an Herbal Glycerite for squidoo, one of many sites where you can earn money for content, just to feel it out…and it made me feel like a squirrel on crack.

Buy Online Now!

Head Squid

My article is realtively plain and straightforward compared to, say, this one which is touted by squidoo creators as an excellent example:
http://www.squidoo.com/sundial

I shouldn’t be so hard on squidoo, since unlike other sites, authors can and do donate royalties directly to charity, but visually it just  makes me feel like I live in Idiocracy.

Rent on Netflix!

Watch Now on Netflix!

p.s. as an alternative please consider a donation to support my writing! Thnx!

Punxsutawney Phil

I grew up in Pennsylvania less than two hours from the hometown of world-famous divinatory groundhog Punxsutawney Phil. Yet I did not know until today the true origins of Groundhog’s Day. Each year Groundhog’s Day falls near the pagan holiday of Imbolc. This is traditionally a time of weather divination with the precursors to groundhogs (an American mammal) being serpents, badgers, and possibly sacred bears.

Imbolc is what is known as a cross-quarter holiday on the Celtic calendar falling approximately halfway between the Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox. Most of us feel that by the first official day of winter, winter has already begun, and wouldn’t it make since that the longest day of the year fall in the middle of summer, not the beginning? Cross-quarter holidays (actual celebration dates differ by tradition) offer a more intuitive alternative to our contemporary seasons:

  • Imbolc (February 1st) Groundhog’s Day
  • Spring Equinox (March 20th or 21th) Easter
  • Beltane (May 1st) May Day
  • Summer Solstice, (June 20th or 21st)
  • Lughnasadh (August 1st)
  • Fall Equinox (September 22nd or 23rd)
  • Samhain (November 1st) Halloween
  • Winter Solstice (December 21st or 22nd) Christmas

According to a newsletter I received from Red Moon Herbs,”The word Imbolc comes from the Celtic peoples and derives from a word meaning “in the belly” which refers to the pregnancy of ewes of ewe’s milk. Sheep are bred once the weather turns cold for lambing sometime around Imbolc…With Imbolc we have awareness of the return of spring, which to our ancestors meant relief from cold and the dwindling resources of food and fuel. With the end of winter in sight, this is a time to celebrate using candles and ritual fires to symbolize the return of the sun, warmth, and light.”

Lest you think such things are no longer relevant, with perfect timing this baby goat was just born at the TrackersNW homestead:

baby goat


A video we made spontaneously one weekend starring myself and Henry Stanley:

Primitivist Stand-Up!

I performed this at a TrackersNW party:

Donations

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XOXO -Emily

Signs of Spring

Blooming Camellia

Blooming Camellia

The seasons are mushy here in Portland. If you look closely it becomes obvious that spring has already begun. Bulbs are pushing up, bittercress is multiplying, forsythia is blooming, and buds are swelling, Every year I start collecting photos as evidence and never get around to posting them. This year by gosh I’m just going to show you what I have before it is too late.

pussy willow, heather, hazelnut catkin, and crabapple flower

Pussy Willow, Heather, Hazelnut Catkin, Crabapple Flower

Rewilding Slideshow

Here is a little slideshow I made to go with my last post, What Rewilding Means To Me.

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It seems necessary as of late to define some of the terms I use often on my blog. Although the definitions below may sound judgemental, I have been a member of all of these communities at one time or another. As I teenager, I was drawn to survival skills because I loved the outdoors. At the same time I was into gear intensive sports such as backpacking, rock climbing, and whitewater rafting.

As a college student at The University of Vermont I studied with world-renown ecological design pioneer John Todd, sold desktop “living machines”, and designed fancy strawbale houses at Yestermorrow Design/Build School. I also took a course in permaculture, and helped plant a fruit trees as part of a permaculture system at a local community garden.

After leaving UVM I attended green anarchy gatherings, read Species Traitor magazine, and  wore a black T-shirt with the words “Against Civilization” on it. Later I read all of Tom Brown Jr.’s books and attended the Tracker School. And just before joining the rewild forum, and moving to Portland, one of the  few cities in the US to have what might be called a “rewilding community”, I dated a How to Build Your Own Bazooka reading gun nut!

Although it may be considered the father of rewildingGreen anarchy/ anarcho-primitivism seems to be a more politically loaded term. While I do not mind being called a green anarchist as I essentially agree with the philosophy, the word calls to mind a certain type of militancy and idealism. Green anarchists are mostly likely to openly advocate fucking shit up, burning shit down, and unfortunately practice what I call “reverse snobbery” for example attacking someone for watching television, dressing fashionably or writing a blog. To be blatantly stereotypical, they may also practice security culture, quote Derrick Jensen and John Zerzan, wear a lot of black and appear to be what is known as a “crust punk”.

Green Anarchy Magazine

The terms Primitive skills, primitive technology, and wilderness skills on the other hand carry few political connotations. Some people practice these skills as a form of experiential archaeology (see Society for Primitive Technology). Others simply do it for fun, for example as an adjunct to general outdoor recreation such as hiking and camping. Gatherings such as Rabbit Stick and wilderness schools generally fall under this category. However, graduates of Tom Brown Jr.’s Tracker School (Brownies) do tend to carry some underlying moralistic-survivalist philosophy. Brown writes that if we do not change our destructive ways, “…only the children of the Earth will survive”.

Permaculture, as I hinted in my last post, is limited by its agricultural origins. Although the world permaculture can be and sometimes is used on a broader scope,  to describe a “permanent culture”, the fact remains that at this point in time it most commonly refers to a system of gardening. If you were to sign up for a permaculture course at your local college you would expect to learn first and foremost about bioswales and rain catchement systems, not about the practice of animism, indigenous language, or other contributors to cultural sustainability. “Permies” also tend to be into natural building, such as cob, and ecovillages or intentional communities. Many peak oil proponents see permaculture as possible solution.

Permies love rocket stoves!

Sustainability, associated with the environmental or “green” movement, is a fine word. Sustainability is really what we are all looking for.  Unfortunately sustainability is used by corporations to describe many practices which are most likely not sustainable, such as the importation of bottled water. Most Green technologies still require a global industrial economy to operate. For example the manufacture of photovoltaic panels and the batteries used to store the energy they produce is hardly a DIY project. Also regardless of source, electricity brings its own problems such as light pollution and electro-magnetic field disturbance which can have severe effects on human and animal health.

Survivalists. Then you have your classic libertarian, gun-nut, cache-hiding, government-distrusting, paramilitary survivalist types. These types are somewhat concerned with wilderness skills but mainly in the context of preparing to defend their home territory and/or run and hide in a hostile situation (See Paladin Press). There are also survivalists such as Survivor Man who are concerned with skills and equipment that allow an individual to live long enough in an emergency to get rescued or make their way back to civilization, but do not particularly advocate living off the land long-term.

Ted Nugent-  Straight-edge, Detroit rock star known for conservative political views and feverish promotion of conservation and hunting, esp. bowhunting. Defies categorization.

Ted Nugent

All of this brings me to my favorite word: rewilding. There will be those that disagree, but to me rewilding encompasses all of the above viewpoints and more. While the ultimate goal of rewilding can be described as the return to a hunter-gatherer way of life, or going beyond domestication, as some might say, since we can never truly go back, and the term is somewhat political in that it is implied that this way of life is better for humans and non-humans alike than what we have now, rewilding embraces movement toward a “more wild” way of living.

For some people this might include purchasing solar equipment and getting off the grid (green technology).  They may not envision a glorious solar powered future, but are simply making a compromise between living a life closer to nature and temporarily leveraging the power of electricity to say, stay connected to other rewilders on the internet.  For other’s rewilding might include preventing the construction of condos in a natural area (green anarchy), learning how to weave a willow basket (primitive skills), planting an herb spiral (permaculture), or purchasing a gun (survivalism). No one person is capable of doing everything at once.

While pure wilderness survival may come in handy, rewilding recognizes that even after a monumental disaster, artifacts of civilization such as knives, clothing, cooking vessels, and shelter would be around for a long time and might as well be made useful (see Afterculture). In addition to classic “hard” primitive skills such as flintknapping, braintanning,  and bowmaking, rewilding takes into account the “soft skills” of our ancestors, skills such as story-telling, community ritual,  and child rearing. It is my belief that almost any aspect of civilized life from food to music to fashion to medicine can be rewilded. Where is your passion?

Sick Earth

In the book I recently reviewed  Ecotherapy: Healing With Nature in Mind I found a link to a very interesting article: Ecological Collapse, Trauma Theory, and Permaculture by Lisa Rayner. The article closely approaches something I have thought for a long time, that Gaia, the Earth, is sick with the disease of civilization and that individual disease (mental or physical) can be seen as a microcosm of planetary suffering and vice versa. As a species we have multiplied and overrun the earth, much like a systemic candida yeast infection (candida normally resides in the healthy body in small amounts).

If this is so, the methods of healing should be similar for both people and the planet. Like the various ways we respond to the environmental crisis from “it doesn’t exist”, to organic agriculture, to violent resistance, people have differing opinions on how to treat candida, from “it doesn’t exist”, to just stop eating so much refined sugar and add some probiotics to the diet and you’ll be alright, to blasting it with fungicide.

Although I do not see permaculture, at least in its current incarnation, as the end all be all solution (for a rousing argument about this read post and comments @ Urban Scout’s: permaculture  vs. rewilding) I believe the author is on to something. I particularly like the quote: “I have a very visceral understanding of overshoot and collapse. That is because I have experienced overshoot and collapse within my own body. I am a trauma survivor. This experience has given me the ability to understand our civilizational predicament in a way that people who have never experienced severe psychological trauma do not posses to the same degree.”

In my experience, most rewilders are misfits, generally both sensitive and brilliant, who have experienced trauma either acute or complex, which has caused them to resonate with the pain of the earth. More thoughts on this later!

Ecotherapy: Healing With Nature in Mind

When I first became the way I am, that is essentially a primitivist, one of the main influences on my developing philosophy was a college course in the field of ecopsychology. Ecopsychology begs the question: How can anyone be truly sane if the way we treat our planet is fundamentally insane? How does our environment affect our psychological well-being and how does our psychological well-being affect our environment?

Up until that point I had recognized that technology and civilization had terrible consequences for human physical health in the form of toxins, diet, and a sedentary lifestyle,  but I had not taken into account the fact that our minds too were evolved for a certain way of living involving exposure to greenery, deep attachment to specific places,  and a close-knit community lifestyle.

Ecotherapy is applied ecopsychology. Ecotherapy does not just see nature as a tool for human healing, but attempts to address and restore relationships between humans and the non-human world, bringing healing to both simultaneously. Whereas mainstream therapy treats the patient as if in a vacuum, or at most explores family dynamics, ecotherapy takes into account the state of the entire world.

This is becoming increasingly pertinent as more and more people wake up to the environmental devastation that is being wrought and are subsequently overcome by overwhelming anxiety, grief, anger, or depression. One basic tenent of ecotherapy is that in the absence of an animistic or ensouled view of the world, we experience a loneliness that leads to consumerism, addiction, and a wide range of psychological disorders

The book Ecotherapy: Healing With Nature in Mind is an anthology that brings together diverse aspects of ecotherapy, many more than can be covered here. A few examples:

  • Craig Chalquist reviews ecotherapy research which indicates, for example, that walking in nature has proven as effective as taken antidepressants and describes his pioneering work in terrapsychology, that suggests, “living in accord with the movements, features, and “style” of a place replaces alienation with a mode of relating in which we learn what a place needs from us–as when a nightmare of mood shift suggests a source of toxicity in the local environment.”
  • Lauren Z. Schneider, Meredith Sabini and Stephen Aizenstat all explore dream imagery in the context of societal rather than personal messages and warnings.
  • G.A. Bradshaw  recounts startlingly human-like responses to trauma by animals in his essay on trans-species psychology and suggests that human healing takes place as a side-effect when people engage in service at sanctuaries for abused animals. Neda Demayo describes the healing effects of encounters with (re)wild(ed) horses at her California ranch.
  • Landscape architect Elizabeth R. Messer Diehl and Vietman vetran Shepard Bliss expound on the profound healing effects of gardens and gardening.

While this book will be of most interest to those in healing professions, it is an easy read and very relevant to rewilding in general, especially in terms of introducing the necessity of rewilding to the mainstream public. In fact, as an outgrowth of Richard Louv’s work, Last Child in the Woods, the word “rewild” is even being used in psychology circles, albeit in a more simplistic, less radical way,  to describe the push towards increasing the frequency of childhood experiences in nature.


Ariel attempts to entice the ducks at Westmoreland Park to eat off of Emily, but they will not. Emily succeeds in getting the geese to step on Ariel. Then they have a “goose dance” and play “goose tag”.

EndCiv Fundraiser Poster

Last night I attended an anti-civilization fundraiser here in Portland at the Muddy Waters Collective Cafe on 29th & Belmont. The place was packed ( first warm room I’ve been in in all winter here in Portland where heating your home above 60 degrees appears to be politically incorrect). The live-radio event, hosted by bearded gentlemen Rabble Rouser and G20 Sided Die, featured an in-person appearance by John Zerzan, and long-distance interviews with Ward Churchill and Derrick Jensen among other notable figures in the anti-civ movement.

It is well known that members of activist groups often end up squabbling with each other, undermining their ability to fight the real enemy, and one cause of that is taking ones-self too seriously. However, at this occasion depressing discussion was evened out by humor, as well as music, drinking, and dancing, as it should be. How else but with a healthy dose of self-deprecating laughter can one view a radio/internet event designed to undermine those very technologies? It’s a little fuzzy but you can hear the broadcast, as well as past broadcasts by the Bottom Up Radio Network  (B.U.R.N.) on Blog Talk Radio.

Movie Review: 2012

2012 movie

Sky iz fallin?

Spoiler alert: This movie has nothing to do with rewilding and is not very good otherwise, either. Hapless hero, the ever puppy-faced John Cusack  manages to get his movie middle-class (a.k.a. still pretty rich) family onto one of several arks built and stored in China for the purpose of allowing the uber-powerful and wealthy, plus a few random people and animals, to survive this very disaster. There is no chance of survival for anyone else since the earth’s crust has destabilized such that the ocean nearly drowns Mt. Everest, leaving Africa, which has risen, the only inhabitable place on the planet. Woody Harrleson as a crazed Daniel Pinchbeck-esque character sporting front row tickets to the apocalypse is the highlight of the film, but is axed early on.

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